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Rechilding

by Brill & Becky

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1.
Burning 03:37
I was looking for the good In a fire that burned my house down Was a light that led the way From my cold and lonely hometown But now I'm growing up I see anew by starlight The monster in the embers Will not be stopped by night So I turn to lonely flight By the light of my bridges burning I will cast aside my name There's nothing left to hold me here In the last kingdom of my shame And though I hear your chanting Of 'Die, Die, Die' I will be your son no more You don't deserve to have me try Every word is knives In the land where empire started In the graveyard of the future Where the island's soul departed And your father told you lies About where to find your heartbeat So you play the game of progress Where there's only win or cheat, I'll embrace my first defeat By the light of my bridges burning... And while the fire's still burning I will wait beside the flames To make sure that there's nothing left Of these old and bloody games And every twisted empire That fell in ages past Proves time's final whisper: Let all dominion fall to ash By the light of my bridges burning...
2.
Once, there was a boy Who didn't know that he did not exist Until he ran away Left a hole in the house he'd never lived in Mother, love your child And not the ghost That you see standing in my shoes Mother, say my name Or silence will Be all you have to grow old with Once, there was a girl Searching for an egg to hatch out of And spinning false cocoons Wearing masks that could never match your face Mother... Knives of courtesy At throats that cannot breathe to scream At faces that cannot lie For hatred of a chosen name Mother, what am I? A tree without roots to teach me up from down And stretching towards the sky Don't you fear that I'll leave the Earth behind? Mother...
3.
By the light of distant galaxies that were old when we were born The long star blinks its first, lonely and forlorn But starlight is fleeting, those old galaxies will fade We will have to face the dark with only the light we've made I try to bury you in others' love because my own feels pale and cold And the gravity you work on me is too much weight to hold I stumble against your self-hate, how could anyone hate you? Wanna fight the things they put in your head but I don't know what to do I was less alive before today and so what I'm doing here Is not offering to you my light but returning yours my dear You're the part of me I could never grasp, slipping your hand in mine It's when the pieces fuse together that a star can start to shine I love it when you baffle me, I'm baffled by your love It's gonna take us years to join the stars above But stars get a long time to learn how to be And we make our own light that's all we need to see For we've gathered the cold gas and dust we need to make a start So it's time to be a beacon now, love, set your spark in my heart Now there's an ember in my fireplace where the long star has flown Where I'd never intended to call your warmth my home But I tended to it, you tended to me We both learned more things that we tended to be For we've tended well that tenderness that's now fully grown So come bask in its radiance, dear, call my hearth your own
4.
ooooooooooo oo o ooooo oo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo ooooo o ooooo ooooooo ooo oooo oooo oooo oo oooo oo oooooo oooo ooooo and by the time that I woke up enough to pay back your love my dream had gone the way of everything we spoke of So now pride is destruction and I have come to destroy The only way to save yourself is to use me like a toy And nothing is the answer to the question I don't ask You tear off my face, but I'm not wearing a mask I don't know where to mark this on the scorecard in my mind I'm looking for a better question but this is all I find And perspective is a sense of the mind and not the heart I never thought I'd want this much to have my senses torn apart And by the time that I woke up enough to pay back your love My dream had gone the way of all the things we spoke of And you'll never convince me I've enough to give I am not the one to love with And if there is an answer it's not the one I say And you won't ask another day
5.
I was made for this Before they unmake what I was Before they unmake what I was I was a thing that could be known I was a thing that could be known But only without love But only without love Was I a thing that could be known Was I a thing that could be known Before they unmake what I was? Before they unmake what I was I was made for this In this triangle of stars there will be paint, pain and breathing If there's fear in your heart that's the first sign that you're not leaving I'll sing out my defiance as I rend the cage of my spine And set my feet upon a path that no map could define I'll be faster than lightning, deadly as a kiss When I chase you down I will know a hunter's bliss I will glitter over water with my wings at last unfurled And someday I'll be big Enough to hold the world When I come back there will be blood And I will know the secret shapes Of the elder constellations In the colours I've never seen In the colours I've never seen Will be the elder constellations That will reveal the secret shapes And when I come back there will be blood In this triangle of stars a compass transcends the four directions For a politics of forge and farm much older than elections Your ideals of hearth and home sweep before our revolution As we finally become your problem with no solution I'll be faster than lightning, deadly as a kiss Your flesh will know the teething of my metamorphosis I will glitter over water with my flag a silver blur And someday I'll be big Enough to hold the world I'll take everything I can, And be more than you can bear As the songs will grind you down For this burden made to kill From this burden made to kill As the songs will grind you down And be more than you can bear I'll take everything I can In this triangle of stars I dream of beating those who shamed me While a walk with wind and salt begins the long work to untame me With a dragon in my blood and ink to guide my pen The ghosts of our burning future will smile on me again I'll be faster than lightning, deadly as a kiss I'll take you on the wing with seven jaws that never miss I will glitter over water, a gleam of sapphire and pearl And someday I'll be big Enough to hold the world

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released October 6, 2023

Words & Music: Brill & Becky
Additional words: V. Solant & T. Wrist
recording and production: Brill & Becky
QC & mixing help: Joyces

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